Pairing: Ushijima x Oikawa
Not long after enrolling in University, Oikawa is trap in an abusive relationship with Ushijima, the former ace and captain of Shiratorizawa control everything Oikawa is doing. Will the former captain of Aoba Johsai be able to the get out from that unhealthy relation without losing his life?
As state in the summary, this fan fiction his about a possessive/abusive relationship between Ushijima and Oikawa. In this story, you will have scene of violence, physical and psychological, this also include rape scene. If you don’t feel comfortable reading this kind of story, I would suggest you to not go any further.
Oikawa was always looking forward his classes with Daichi, hearing him saying reassuring words, help him to go through the rest of the week. He needed it, if it wasn’t of that class with the former captain of Karasuno he would have already broke down. If only he could see Iwa-chan, but he knew it wasn’t possible, even calling him was risky, Wakatoshi could still look at his phone log and he was scared of the reaction he would have it that happen. If only he had more class with Daichi, he could talk to him more often. It’s not like he have no one to talk in his other classes it’s just that talking to Sawamura make his feel less alone.
Cause obviously he was talking to his other classmates, as long as he wasn’t too friendly with them, Wakatoshi let him do, but he still question him about his relation with some of them. There was one guy he like to talk to, William, foreigner in his psychology classes. They were usually sitting next to each other. William was American, his father is in the US Army and when he was young Will was living in Okinawa, after going back to the US, Will always wanted to come back in Japan. He was really fluent in Japanese, thus he sometimes gave English lesson to Oikawa during their psychology classes. Tooru was really hoping Wakatoshi noticed nothing about William, he didn’t want to see his classmate hurt because of him. Therefore he was always making sure to live soon as the class finished, just in cases Ushijima would be waiting for him next to the door.
One day Wakatoshi forgot something in one of his class, he realize it just before the practice he then go look for it. Heading for the gym without his abuser, Tooru was savouring his freedom. He turn the corner of the wall and came in collision with William and fell on the floor.
“Oikawa!! Are you alright, I’m really sorry” quickly said Will, helping him to get back on his feet.
“Haha yes, I’m okay thanks” said Oikawa with a smile “I should have been more careful”
“No, No, you are not the only one, I should have looked too!” quickly replied William “You are heading for the gym, if I remember well you are part of the Volleyball team”
“Yes, I was going there” said Oikawa smiling at William. He was feeling good, he was able to talk with friendly manner without feeling Ushijima menacing eyes on him. “Are you part of any club?” he asked, he didn’t wanted to walk away now.
“Haha no, with my semi full-time job and the university, I barely have no time for myself” answered Will
“Oh…that’s too…” Oikawa couldn’t finished his sentence Wakatoshi was walking toward him and he was more than furious.
“Oikawa” slowly said Wakatoshi “I thought you wasn’t feeling good and would go home” Wakatoshi was obviously lying, he just wanted to bring Oikawa away from that guy who was too friendly with his prey.
Tooru looked at him “You…are…right Ushijima” he slowly said backing away from William before Wakatoshi explode.
“I got to go” said Oikawa to William “I’ll see you in the psychology class.”
“Ya, rest well Oikawa” replied William watching Tooru walking away with Ushijima. The foreign student suddenly had a really bad feeling for his classmate. He didn’t like that Ushijima guy attitude toward Oikawa. He knew he was lying, Oikawa was feeling perfectly fine he wasn’t sick, he would have told him during the class, so why that dude was lying. He didn’t seems happy Tooru was talking to an other guy. The guy seems really possessive of Tooru. Will remembered what they have learned in their psychology classes. To him it look like he try to take control over Oikawa relationship with the other, like if he wanted to keep Oikawa for himself and Will didn’t like that idea, he feel like he needed to talk to someone about it but who. “That guy who quitted the volleyball club cause of an accident cause by that Ushijima…Daichi I think, I have to find him” he said to himself before trying to look for Sawamura.
The duo skipped practice and immediately headed to their apartment. Oikawa knew it would be bad for him once he crossed the door. Wakatoshi didn’t even fully closed the door he punched Tooru.
First the punch then the scream, Oikawa fell on the floor of the apartment, he tasted iron on his lower lips, it was bleeding. Wakatoshi was standing in front of him in front of him and was yelling. He could heard him say the same thing he always said. He was belonging to him. And only him…
When Ushijima was in that state, Oikawa always fear for his life, his eyes were like dagger, if you could have killed him, he would have done it. In fact Oikawa was certain the man would kill him one day. Tooru was looking at Wakatoshi with horrify eyes was he get closer, he could feel his breath on his neck, a shiver of fear run through Tooru’s spin “Don’t make me repeat myself, Oikawa, you are mine and only mine get that it your head” he whispered, grabbing the setter wrist and pulling him to the bedroom. Oikawa knew what was coming, it was the same thing each time Wakatoshi was furious at him, he would force him to have sex with him.
Ushijima pushed Oikawa on the bed and got on top of him
“If you don’t want to see me ripped off your clothes, you better removed them yourself” he said with a menacing voice.
Oikawa didn’t talk back and just undressed he had trouble unbuttoning his shirt and pants his hands were shaking. It wasn’t the first time Wakatoshi was violent toward him but it was the first time he was seeing him like that. The expression Wakatoshi had been the one of a predator ready to jump on his next meal. Oikawa knew he should try to keep his head high, he didn’t want to show to him he was afraid. He will get turn on by that, he will get power from his fear and be even more brutal with him. Oikawa didn’t want that, he knew what was coming, yet he wasn’t even sure if he would still be alive the next morning. But he couldn’t, he wasn’t able to look at Wakatoshi in his eyes. Tears start to run down Oikawa cheek, he was afraid, he wanted to scream for help but he couldn’t, Tooru was sure he would choke him of he try to scream.
Once he was naked, Wakatoshi forced him back to the bed and didn’t even took the time to prepare him, he just push his cock inside Oikawa. The latter let out a painful scream. He grabbed him by the hair and pull back
“See how it fit, you are mine and only mine, better not look at anyone else than me again , never smile to anyone else again” he said before letting Oikawa’s hair go.
When he woke-up, the young man didn’t remembered much from the night before, he recalled passing out after the second round. He was now setting on the edge of the bed with the Ushijima sleeping next to him his body couldn’t stop shaking. He didn’t know what to do anymore and didn’t knew how he get to that. He felt dirty and lost. He wanted to call his best friend, to hear me say that everything is gonna be okay, they gonna found something soon.
“No…I can’t call Iwa-chan now, they assured me they will find something, I just have to hung on that. If only I had listened to them, they warned me he was dangerous, but I didn’t listen to them…how the hell the I messed up so bad in few month?” he asked to himself. “Those University years was supposed to be fun” . But it wasn’t fun at all. A tears start to fall again, he wasn’t sure anymore if he would be able to get through this without breaking down. That’s what Wakatoshi wanted, break down Oikawa and make sure he never stand up again. The thought of it was enough to make him sick he needed to go to the bathroom.
He was about to get out of the bed when a strong grip grab his arm
“Where the fuck are you going” said Ushijima half asleep
“To the bathroom ” slowly said Oikawa
“I’m coming with you” replied Ushijima pushing away the blanket
“No! I’m…” Oikawa couldn’t finish his sentence. The look that was giving him Ushijima was saying that he would come with him to the bathroom he like it or not”
Oikawa painfully get out of the bed, his hips was hurting more than usual, he was wondering how he will be able to go school later. Wakatoshi was following him, watching every movements he was doing. Tooru shiver, the thought of having the former ace of Shiratorizawa behind him was making feel uneasy. He didn’t like that. He just wanted to run away.