I really had to think a lot about this award, the sweet Irina even message me on Twitter telling me that if I didn’t feel comfortable (that show you how sweet she is) I could just skip it.I told her that I will do it, I just need time to think about what I would.
Most of the award I received so far were either questions to answer or blogging advises to give, this time it’s different, I have to challenge myself to write this one award…but first need to write down the rule of this award right ?
- Thank the blogger who nominated you, link back to their site (easy)
First thank you Irina for tagging me, this is something I always have hard time to do, I will also thanks
Raistlin (cause Irina said so) for tagging Irina, since she tagged me…that’s a lot of tag. I never had the chance to talk to him, but I read his comment more than once on other blog and he really seem like a great guy.
- Write a paragraph of something positive about yourself. (extra mega hard)
- Nominate and notify as many bloggers as you wish (easy).
- Use the award image (easy)
Like I said above this is a challenge to me since I never really stopped myself to think about it, not cause I never wanted to think about it but because I lack of confidence and my self-esteem is a little bit high as the lowest point of the Mariana Trench. I come from a family where self-appreciation is not something we do often, in fact more of the compliments hide some negativity or bitterness. It’s the same at my current workplace “hey you did a good job today” is not part of the current vocabulary. I working on myself a lot, but it’s easier said than done.
So when I saw Irina tagged me for this, I took the opportunity to work on that and see if I could find something positive to say about myself, plus if I do Iri will pay me a drink
(my motivation is the drink no wonder we get along)
I‘m not someone who can sell myself, you know in job interview when they ask you why they should take you instead of someone else, I always struggle to answer and always end-up saying the same thing, I’m reliable, always on time, learn fast and adaptable myself easily, but this is my selling speech, while it’s good and positive quality for an employee, it’s not something I will scream on the top of the roof.
Therefore I thought a little bit more…
And I figure that one positive thing about me it’s probably my wide knowledge. I might don’t know everything about anything, but I’m always willing to learn random stuff and fact. My interest field doesn’t stop at anime and manga. My library doesn’t only have novel, it hold a lot of random book on mythology, freemason, Templar, lost civilisation and even serial killer of course I have some geography and probably some book about ghost and other supernatural shit book among all that. I always hated school but I can pass time in front of my screen looking at random historical or science facts just cause my brain is like a sponge and it need that to stay alive. I love learning new stuff. Of course I don’t always remember everything on spot, but if you talk about it, it might ring some bells. This might not make me intelligent, but it make me knowledgeable and I think I’m proud of that. Not a lot of people can say the name of the last Templar Great Master, how he died and why he died when the question is asked.
I know I’m supposed to write only one paragraph, but since it’s not something I do often, I thought I could write another one if I found something to right…which I did
I‘m proud to say I’m pretty open minded, I don’t just people on their gender, sexuality, origin or religion but on their actions and that’s how I will remember them. People can live their life the way they want until they do something bad.
Maybe there is other positive thing about me, but it’s the only two thing I could think of, maybe you dear reader you can show me the little plum leave I have on my back (wonder how many of you will get the reference XD)
Now I guess it’s time to tag right
Naja – I know here since a little bit more than a year and she always been so supportive
Zoe – She is a sweet and young woman who deserve to be appreciate by all of us
Taku – He is one of the sweetest guy I know and he is probably still shocked by my age XD
Kat – This gonna give the occasion to the new mommy to think about herself
Once again thank you Irina for tagging me, it was quite challenging, but a nice challenge, now you owe me a drink ;p
~ Thank you for reading ~